紫月娃娃的布洛克!!~ ♥

来迟的生日贺词！

2011-07-25T00:14:00.004+08:00

今天的我好困好困... 好像眼睛快掉的一样，真的好困，脑子就快要熟睡了。

先不说这个了，时间可过的真快呢，刚刚的我过了生日，我又老了一岁了。这所谓的岁月不老人吗？哈哈... 总觉得很好笑把自己说成是七老八十呢。哈哈哈... 今年道没什么庆祝，只给自己短短的祝贺词。祝自己，“生日快乐”。希望今年和明年会过得好好的，多欢喜少忧愁，家里能和和气气还有妈妈能身体健健康康的。

就这样，眼睛快掉了... 晚安咯！
忘了说一声，“妈，谢谢你为我做了牛油蛋糕，很好吃，很幸福，谢谢！” ^-^

虽然过着不开心可是吃着妈妈为我做的牛油蛋糕吃在心里恨幸福在怎么不快乐也消了。-by: 紫月娃娃

REFORMATED!

2011-04-05T05:26:00.002+08:00

My lappy back to me again. YAY!

Without ‘you’ my life had to survive. LOLS! Without a computer its make the time hard to go. Don’t you feel so?

Although I have quitted a lot of games but I still can’t without my lappy. CHAM! Don’t know can marry with my lappy a not (my wires loose again)? LOLS!

But who can teach me those update. I was going insane by those update. A lot of programming can’t be installed if install can’t be use. I am going back and settle the update if not today no need to sleep anymore. If can’t again really have to ask PRO to settle for me (gonna waste money again). HAIZ… Feel like crying now…

By the way, anyone know how to make the computer able to see Chinese wording or any programming (without it I can’t watch my show)? THANKS in advance.

Stop here...
No Chinese wording for today.

CHANGE!

2011-04-02T22:49:00.004+08:00

Finally update both blog. YAY!

Although my 1st blog is damn ‘loso’ (a lot of wording till can flood) but this 2nd blog I hope not so. LOLS! Don’t ask me why the blogskin still the same? The blogskin too kawaii till I just slightly changed the alignment, deleted some wording and posts, and add on music.

Since this 2 days too free, I read all the posts from the past that I wrote. Do you know what I am thinking after finish reading? Nothing comes out from my mind and I just deleted all the post from my 1st blog. A Good-bye from the past. LOLS!

Ohya, Yeeling, your blog address changed. Hope you’re fine. Take care, okay?

Stop here…
不该留的就别留, 该放的就应该放, 种种一缺就当成是一种回忆。 - by：紫月娃娃

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2010-07-24T21:29:00.014+08:00

Today is 默默娃娃’s birthday.

HAPPY BITHDAY TO MYSELF! >.<

As usual the same… Every year of today I always wished myself to be happy but this year I gonna add one more wishes.

I wish 聪聪娃娃 could stand up confidently. I don’t wish to see him dead in 2012. I really hope he can find one GF who is better and special than me. I am not as good as what he think. In the past 3 years 默默娃娃’s heart already dead. I have no more feel of loving peoples even if you guys see me dating with somebody or marry to somebody. My heart will always locked. Hehe… I hope he can understand my feeling and sorry that I rejected 聪聪娃娃 more than a week.

As for 云云娃娃 a word of apologize to you. I not sure how much you hear from what I 咯哩咯说 or saying something bad (on phone or wording). I not mean anything. Sometime my mood not so good plus sometime wanna catch peoples attention. You know I always feel lonely.

Don’t worry, I am not asking you to company all day long. Lols… I understand you are busy in your stuff so it’s alright. I still will have something for me to do. Just hope you don’t angry me or bother what I say to other to catch your attention. Even 安安娃娃 said my siao-ness getting worst.

Thirdly, my HS5 and audition I decided to let go day by day. Yupz, I decided to quit. I am getting tire of the nonsense in the game but as for audition I still need to tag hearts with my RL’s friends when both free. Because we promised 3 years ago. Hehe…

(Last minutes both chain and we clear our 1st chance marriage. Really super LUCKY! >.< (don’t laugh at our face hor))

This 2 weeks 默默娃娃 always go LAN play audition and also got tag a few hearts with my Bi (_kyosan_). Just back to audition and play, tio peoples hack in account but then I not sure is bug or hack account because forum said is bug but other players said is hack. And also I reported to their customer service no new at all.

You see what ‘he/she’ wrote inside my couple information. = =” (Rubbish right?)

But more suay is I meet that fucking asshole ‘Liu’ in my main account. Really very fucktub lor. Gone two years he still can find me and ask me for couple again. Do I look like I need couple in audition? Blind arh!

Think of him I really want to bite him to death. Stupid asshole guy I ever seem.

This thing happens in last Monday night. I was with my two buddies in the LAN. They play their games and I just play my audition in my other account for 2 hours then another 1 hour I at my main. At first I was trying story mode in my main but then my GF pm-ing me and asked me to play with her since she hardly see me.

After my story mode I went to find her. We played a few games suddenly someone pm-ed me. He asked me for couple. I rejected him and continue my game with my GF. Suddenly my GF asked me for my no. but then I forgot previously got a guy pm-ed me and then I pm-ed my no. to that guy. (I really stupid till forget to check carefully the name that I pm-ed.)

After 3 hours we three end of our LAN. We decided to have our supper. Suddenly my HP rang and I picked. When I see the no. I thought must be my mum but when I hear the voice, was weird. I just ‘hello’, the guy in the phone keeps talking making me so blur. When I get what he said and I told him it was a mistaken and was a wrong pm but then he like doesn’t understand what I said. He keeps saying, I was at there blurring. He said until like he was not the guy who pm-ing me. And then I asked him, ‘who are you then?’ He said he is ‘Nitro’. Nitro? Sound familiar… I keep asking myself, ‘who?’ My mind suddenly pops up something and I shout at the phone. ‘Kao sia…you are Liu. Why don’t you just say you are ‘Liu’ at the first place? Keep said you are ‘Ta’ don’t know what ‘Ki ’, the guy who pm-ed me asked me for couple.’ He bleh and bleh…again make me blur. I dulan till keep shouting at the phone and then he said me, ‘You still the same like to shout at the phone.’ ‘You think I want to shout? Is you always make me dulan. Always said rubbish makes me blur plus hor keep telling me about the clothing you send me. Please lor…I also send clothing back to you. I send all those also not cheap.’ < ------ (Those words is I shouted back at him.)

Kao lar…he really not gentleman. You send me I have to pay you then I send you who I need to ask for? After that he bleh and bleh again. All rubbish again… He takes all past and shoots me. If you will me, ‘will you guys dulan?’ After when we hang off the phone is because I keep shouting till he buay tahan of my voice. Wahaha…

My two buddies went up to me and asked me what had happen. I told them all the past between Liu and me. They hear till they also get angry. They even asked me to give them his no. and I just give them.

One of my buddies called him. Asked him not to disturb me anymore if not he will get what he will be get but then he keep on pest them after when they hang of the phone. End up the thing went big. Liu keep on 耍流氓 to my buddies. He told them if they want ask them send their gangster buddies down and talk. Don’t at the phone so ‘ bo ji’. What you all think? He likes that threaten us. Of course we went down the nearest police station for a police report. We at the police station about an hour I think but I not sure what will the police do to Liu but I know if he disturb me and my buddies he will get sue again.

That what happen during last Monday.

Ohya, if you guys see this person ‘~TatSuKi~’ (Liu), please don’t get close to him or to know him if not you sure will get into trouble. PLEASE TAKE NOTE! If not you will regret…

Okay, 默默娃娃 stop talking about Liu anymore. This kind of fucking asshole should have get kill by GOD. Wahaha…

Before end of the bogging over here. Let me show off what my friends brought me yesterday for my birthday. Hehe… My second time received bouquets of flowers. This time is my biggest bouquet of flowers that I received. Shocked when they presented me at the LAN shop. A few girls beside me got envy. Hehe…

Total 6 roses and a cute bear infront. >///<

Before LAN-ing we went for a steamboat but I didn’t eat much. But their ‘小馒头’ and ‘ chicken wings’ really delicious. After that is LAN-ing all the way till all the shop close. Haha… And also I called 云云娃娃 for a chat. That was how I spent my day on 23rd July 2010. REALLY ENJOYING! >.<

Once again… HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! Huhu ~ ~

(P.S.: To 云云娃娃’s mum, auntie, I wish you a very happy birthday. 祝你永远青春美丽。^^ )

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-25T01:22:00.003+08:00

默默娃娃 wished everyone a joyful and unforgetable memories during this Christmas and for myself I wished can be happy with no worries. Enjoy my life, my work and my games...

Hehe... >w<

Yesterday I got a weird dream, really damn funny, making me laughing. If got time I will update this blog soon.

*Update a few posts.
*Last month emo-ing a bit but not so jia lat.
*This year christmas really feel so lonely...

SOB~

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GOOD NIGHT AND MERRY CHRISTMAS!!~ MUACK~

Memories in AUDITION!

2009-09-08T21:18:00.014+08:00

When arranging some folders...I find out a lot of interesting SS that I took during in-game. Those really a memories for me... > < Although it just a short period of time...I really can't forget... ^^ But I find out that HS5's SS that I took is more than Audition...can see that I slack in HS5 more than Audition...

Wahaha... > <

I picked up a few and post...next time then post HS5's SS because there are too many till don't know which one is nice...maybe you think that my Audition's SS is bore because it just a few...until now then I notice during Audition period I really took very few SS...in Audition I only know 'chiong' level, 'chiong' practicing my skill...didn't know that those SS can post it as memories...

Haha... > <

But nevermind...maybe some day I will get back Audition...I sure will took a lot of beautiful SS...

Hehe... >///<

Let begin of my Audition's SS~

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I remember this SS is I just know Cloud not long before I joined Audition. But the score in the SS really LAN hor...hehe >///<

This SS was battle with NPC. It was my first time playing with Xue and Cloud. If not wrong we won for the battle and it was my first time earning DEN. The clothing that I wear was my first dressing up my doll. That time was my first to top-up $10.70. Haha... >///<

Third SS was Cloud and Eagle's wedding. It was my first time attend peoples wedding. That time really funny. Cloud and Eagle waiting for me to start the wedding so PS nia but also feel so sorry that they waited me.

Hehe... > < this one arh...played with Xue, Party and Charm and another one is a stranger that we do not know but was quite fun during that day...

This one...haha > < Is my first time knowing Long kor because he is party de room-mate. That time Xue still wanna match maker me and Long kor. In the end we also couple due of a mistake but still okay lar...Long kor really a good couple. He my 2nd couple in Audition... >///<

Wee Wee...Xue and Ice de wedding wor...they finally married and I happy for them but they wedding I forget I got attend ma I only remember this SS I took from Ice becuse he pass me his game record mah...haha... =p

This one is Xue and Ice de love party but too bad I didn't attend. I remember don't know is it Cloud send me de SS...PS nia I a bit STM liao...hehe... > <

My most favourite SS. I kiss kiss with my crush...hehe... >///< A guy that I really like the most but too bad he don't want me... He mine first crush in Audition. I will never forget him...thanks a lot...muack~

My last SS...also one of my favourite. This guy in the SS is my buddy...he hor very nice to tease de leh...a very cute guy...I remember we got said before wanna couple but end up never...haha...but nevermind lar...this SS really very cute right? Like he is kneeling down and ask me for marriage. 'Will you marry me?' Haha... 'Yes, I do' Hehe... >///< (Joking~)

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In the middle there is still a lot but too bad I never took SS down...

Wahaha... XD

Next time then post HS5's SS...too many liao...

Hehe... > <

Nothing to post!

2009-01-31T23:48:00.001+08:00

SPEECHLESS!!~

(Emo-ing...next time then post =( ... )

LONELY CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-26T04:21:00.007+08:00

Come here post…finally > <…sorry, take too so long then post…last week just posted my 1st blog…too depression until very speechless…lols…so stop posting post…> <

Where to start?

Lols…

Don’t know…too many wanna type…I think I will start from my game 1st follow by my things > <…

Quite a few things keep happen to me in audition and HS5…kinda of sian…some peoples really quite bo liao…drag me in something that doesn’t related to me…tio Jac scold because her hao Mei Mei ‘LYNN’…who has to blame? HENRY? Yes is him…he ki siao de lor…he drag me into this matter…ask me for couple because he quarrel with Lynn…cannot say is quarrel is he suspect Jac and Lynn got something hide him so he angry and wanna break with Lynn…wanna make Lynn angry he drag me in…this not the 1st time he drag me in…

I ask him quite a lot of time… ‘You sure wants couple me?’ His answer always the same…YES… ‘You sure you no regret?’ Same again…YES… ‘Lynn is crying for you.’ Then he will said, ‘Can don’t tell me this? You wants couple me a not?’ WTH lor…I never answer him…feel like this kind of faces = =…very retarded …I don’t know what he wants so I asked Jac end up she tell me not to couple Henry but when did I say I wanna couple Henry? Is Henry keep wanna couple me then asked Ichii how to break couple. Break couple still have to teach de ma? I thought you break Lynn quite a lot of time? Still have to ask how to break? Is you don’t wants break you just wanna make Lynn angry. Then Jac keep telling me not to make Lynn sad and she was crying but is not me the one who make Lynn cry…is Henry…I tell Jac I know what I am doing…I have my way of doing but she keep telling me, ‘I don’t want listen to you anymore…’ like I hurting Lynn like that. If I really want couple Henry I already snatch liao no need to wait for her to say that but I didn’t. I don’t make my own friend sad. What for need to do that? By the way I not so siao lor…if you wanna test me…no need…I can tell you I never betray my friends…friends used me GOT but I don’t use friends…I treated friend very sincerely and truly…last time got a friend tested my truly…said I wanna couple you…keep ask me couple him but I didn’t…I already have couple…my couple is my best friend…I like him so I have couple him? I not this kind of people but end up he told me he test my truly…I feel like WTH…although I did angry him but later I cool down…I don’t put this to heart but as for Henry and Jac’s case I really so fed up. It not the 1st time they used me. Liu that thing I really suan le…you asked me couple Liu and Liu like that treat me making me one head three heads big…I never angry you but this time you really hurt me…you don’t want listen to me jiu suan le…I explain to you I never said, ‘I wanna couple Henry but you insist I want…called you…you shoot me one to death…I called Henry…’ Henry explain to you…you listen and apologies to me but…me? You not even want to listen…I feel like you never treat me as a friend…you said me xiao qi maybe…yes I am but I feel that there is no trust…Lynn is your Mei…Henry is your Di then me? Yeah, just friend…you trust them rather than trust me. I feel so disappointed on you. Angry will be angry but I still will talk to you but not as close as last time.

As for Henry…I still wonder did he sure he wanna couple me? Or just wanna make Lynn angry? I did ask him about this question in the phone and sms…he answer is ‘Yes, I am sure I wanna couple you.’ But Jac said. ‘He told me said is he own you.’

Ha…

What did he own me? I don’t feel there is something he own me…very sample want couple or not…why have to say is he own me? He really siao…hao hao treat Lynn don’t because Lynn has real-life boyfriend jiu ki siao…

I also don’t like Lynn…she never do thing properly…know that Henry like her in real-life still drag this kind of relationship…giving Henry a hope…make him so xin ku…I wonder why every time when Henry break her…why did you have to cry so hardly? Called up Jac? Tell her you are badly sad? Why? If you don’t like Henry…why have to cry so hardly? Do you know will give people wu hui? Jac thought you like/love Henry…like that scold me without knowing the truth…do you think it unfair to me? Even I break my couple…I don’t cry I just feel sad…just kinda of hurt but I don’t cry…Liu is different I cry because he make me so difficulty…until I can’t handle…all of you all said I like him love him…I feel all bullshits…like him love him I rather die…

Jac also irresponsible…Lynn created an account and married other guy…help her cover all the lie and even lie to Henry…I wonder why…it’s just a game…why have to make such trouble? Make thing so real? Drag game to real-life? Even if you really like the person why have to keep dragging? Why can’t say clearly? If the person scared by you dao u liao just walks out…although it hurt…at least you know how the person feel about you…why still have to make thing so difficultly?

Always the same even I did no wrong still got people keep insist I got wrong…explain don’t want listen…a lot and a lot of people keep bully me…

Ha…

Suan le…forgets it…

I also hardly on audition…Xue on I will on…play alone feel kinda sian. She never on I went back to HS5 play…once again I see Boss, James and Yuki on too…my older friends…so happy to see them…join HS5 already a year…today is 26th December 2008 if not wrong I joined HS5 is on 17th December 2007. So kinda a year over there. My first guild is my Boss’s guild called ‘CoolLife’ after I gone missing for the past 6 months because something happen so stop playing HS5…now coming back and I joined James’s guild called ‘Friendship’ but Boss also recreated a guild called ‘Punngol’ due because I gone missing and some other also never online so he banned coollife but I not sure when he created ‘Punngol’ guild. Don’t ask me why I never join Boss’s guild because answer is there he never ask me to join then James invite me so I join James’s guild…lols…lame > <…now I come back liao so got plan to continue play and also I have a couple over there…hehe > <…now boss become my couple…that time he propose me at church…I still HUH some more…haha…too sudden liao…but end up I accepted him > <…a few peoples congratulation us…then Yuki told me Boss waiting me for the past 6 months…now I come back he damn happy…kinda of shocking when I hear that…I don’t know Boss is waiting for me to come back but don’t get wrong…me and Boss not that kind of relationship…reason I can’t tell because I promise him to keep the secret…actually couple boss also not that bad…he treat me very good…adore me a lot…I called him dar dar in the game but out of game we are friend and I still called him Boss…lols…I don’t really sweet talk him just like talking to friend but sometime too high posted something in HS5…quite rou ma de…but lucky he didn’t get wrong…hehe > <…I also quite bad…didn’t on HS5 quite often…even I on Boss already sleep liao…so 1 weeks can see Boss 3 times…play with him also just 1 or 2 hours…quite less…no time to play with him also…that time still got peoples teased on us…asked us ‘When we get marry?’ Haha…I don’t think so we will get marry ba…I just come back quite sometime. If he really want I also hardly on there even I on already midnight liao. He already not there liao.

(This one also boss took de...he took it while he is talking about coupling...we are discussing about beinging his Qing Fu...I also not sure how come talk about Qing Fu so end up beinging one...haha...kinda of lame...> <)

(Boss took again...centre is Yuki, right is me and the left comfirm is boss...we are posing...actually I am not so sure what poses is that...kinda of we are acting cool...behind de I not so sure who is that 'STRANGER'...=p)

(Boss took it when I decided to come back and play...do we look like jin tong yu niu? Haha...> <)

(This 1 I took it myself...that day boss is gambling on the pets race...I feel damn bore looking for good angle and took it...kinda look like old husband and wife...XD...)

(Boss took it in 15th dec...it was our 1st day of coupling...he carry me all around HS5...I wonder am I heavy anot? Hope not so fat for him...lols > <)

2 days ago we fight over about clothing but not fighting lar…he said he wanna buy me something but I don’t want…too expensive liao…they are not as cheap as audition…$30 below can buy a nice clothing but there is $70 below…wa peng sia…damn expensive lor…who want to buy? But there is still got a lot of peoples buy…if me I will buy 1 time then don’t buy liao. Like that can broke sia…we like tat fight also can’t get an answer...lols…I telling him if you wanna buy then you must accept my couple suit…wo wei xie ta…haha…he don’t want also…lols…so there is no answer…end up all speechless and continue playing our dance > <…but worst come in the end…I ki siao go change the password end up cannot login…haha…type too fast end up type wrong so I e-mail to HS5 but they never reply = =...then I called up to customer service, the lady told me to send those by mail instead of sending a instant message so I send it by e-mail but send le also no use sia. They also bo reply back. Boss telling me to recreate an account…don’t want lor…I already use 1 year to play until level 30 now restart and play again…don’t make me die lar…I don’t really like to replay lor…can play until siao…so hard to level 30 then some more I hardly play…I don’t want waste my time…I will feel weird with a level 100 de couple. I sure won’t go recreate…all my things are there but lucky I still haven’t top my points if not sure heart pain. I buy a bit of their points also… next time I won’t buy anymore…expensive T-T…

Just now went to mail box…I see they send me the mail…keep asking me my detail…send and send liao still keep ask again…peng sia…haiz…sian lar…tonight bo lang on audition then some more HS5 cannot use…this Christmas really suck sia…boring and lonely Christmas…T-T…I quite miss last year Christmas at least got Party…last time we got a big group in a room joke until siao but Cloud said we flirt until siao…lols…maybe…now? Left me, Xue and Cloud in the room then she left with Ice…left me and Cloud but end up Cloud also leave…left me alone…haiz…lonely night…in audition bo lang want me sia…real-life also T-T…got peoples said I fuzzy…haha…not really fuzzy lar…I really bo lang want…who will want me ar…I so fat and ugly…haha…if got peoples see I said I fat and ugly sure got people suan me…you like that called yourself fat then we all call what liao…lols…I know I not that fat lar…just ba ba only…can say not that ugly but if I not ugly why still bo lang ai leh? Haha…bo lang ai jiu bo lang ai lor…haha…sian sia…

Once again I wish everyone a special MERRY CHRISTMAS…those who have couple…relationship will go smooth without worry and happy all the way…then those who like me no couple…smile and happy no matter what happen and I help you guys wish to angel help you guys look for perfect couple > <…but not for me > <… lols…then again to my friends…remember to miss me hor…I will super miss you guys…muack~

LA LA LA!!~

Hehe > <…

I dedicate a song to everyone…hope you guys like it…my favourite Christmas song…

LAST CHRISTMAS

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away (gave it away)
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special. (special)

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognise me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me.

(Happy Christmas!) I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I Love You" I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away (gave it away)
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special. (special)

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special. (special)

(Ooooh oooh baby)
A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God, I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover, with a fire in his heart
A man undercover, but you tore me apart
Oooh oooh Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away (you gave it away)
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special. (special)

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special. (special)

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
(Gave you my heart)
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Next year
I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special
Special, someone, someone.

Hope you guys have a special Christmas…^^

This Christmas really a damn sad for me…compare to last year this year really bad…lols…a band new year going to start soon…what you guys plan to do? Me? I also don’t know haven’t think yet…this year school and work really not so good…get a lot of backstabber…my best friends always said I not as cheerful as before… my smiles are very fake …lols…I don’t know wor…haha…can see my smiles very fake? Maybe…I can’t see it…maybe getting older is like that ba…haha…

Life is like that I think…no people will like me…living until so xin ku…play a game until so xin fan…lols…haha…I also don’t know what I wanna do so that my life will be better?

LA LA LA LA!!~

EMO QUEEN!!~ > <

Sian sia…

Now holiday just plan of working to earn enough for next year to survive…those customers also a damn…mai buy don’t say until very fucktub…but doing sales line sometime can meet a lot of funny stuff…but I find that it make me du lan everyday…stupid customers…stupid colleagues…damn fucker…I WANNA QUIT CAN
BO?

Haiz…

SPEECHLESS!!~

Don’t know how to enjoy my life? Complain here and there…I also feel myself very fucktub…haha…mei yong sia…

Wait ar…go audition see see got who online > <…

Not much peoples on…then found out Henry deleted me…out from 100 buddies got 3 deleted…out of 2 I don’t know is who…too many peoples until I don’t recognize who is who….next time all clear off…I see non online…don’t know where all gone…quit also never tell…today also quite siao de…I said, ‘Sell myself off, who want?’ Siao right? I don’t think so got people want ba…yesterday Long kor also siao…he said he want me…he got high fever liao…got girlfriend liao still want me for what…wires correct wrong again…who can fix for me? Want find a couple in audition so hard sia…sometime also quite siao…couple people liao later think of break people…haha…mind always si bei siao de lar…> <

I find that this someone also like to ignore me…called and sms also no reply…are you avoiding me or you no mood again? At least reply me can ma? Don’t let me worry you…if you mai make friend tell me don’t make me as a fool…I don’t like being a fool…already got people make me as a fool so PLEASE don’t ever make me as a fool again…thanks…

Today my mood also damn no good…yesterday Oreo make me damn fed up…audition make me keep dc hai wo lost a lot of money…Xue moody…Ice don’t care Xue always go zhu…keep saying see audition si bei sian…I also sian what…but also still play…you sian what sian de…my skill bi ni hai noob also like that play…some more my skill drop like hell…can’t even perfect, chain and chance…so many people mock at me…level 27 still cannot play…lousy…SO…I cannot play lousy meh still need you all suan me…suan lar…I used 1 finger play also not you all de business…I want use 1 finger then have to keep saying I am a noob…if you guys pro enough…play 1 finger let me see lar…cannot jiu mai hao lian in front me…got skill…so what...no so big deal…hao lian for what…if I pro enough I sure can do better…this is why I hate why play a game have to tio mock…cannot play peacefully…even go play CLUB also tio peoples reject said my level too high…WTH lar…level high cannot play slow CLUB meh…

Sian lar…

Always talk about audition can sian half…my work…my school lazy to talk about…can say is totally speechless…

SPEECHLESS!!~

Mood all gone!

2008-11-26T01:59:00.002+08:00

Wee Wee…finally I earn 4 million liao…Gong Xi Gong Xi …lols > <…over excited liao…but thanks to Oreo if not him I won’t get 3+ million lor…thanks a lot Oreo ^^… Then plus yesterday chiong a bit then reach 4 million…thanks to xue also…^^

Last few days really a moody day…all of us in the audition all having bad mood although I having bad mood I still got laugh and smile but look quite fake…if really got mood I sure KPKP non-stop…all drop liao liao…I mean those key sure all bo press…haha XD…if moody until a limit then quiet the whole game then I will concentrate playing but bo mood to chance…key will still key but will miss less…less than 5…if the song too fast until above 155bmp then bo wei gong liao sure all miss level 8 to FM or CFM…ps I too noob liao…I still bo train my 1 finger for faster songs…but really from level 15 to now level 27 I really too late to train …when I start to can chain is when I just level 12…level 17 then start to train a bit fast songs…slowly slowly until level 22 then start to learn 8k until now…but now also cannot fast songs…lols…si bei noob sia…audition stranger all mock at me…even Cloud de MINT followers also mock and suan me a lot…but really bo bian mah…cannot blame me for being noob…I also want like you all chance 6 all the way but I really can’t what…who ask me can’t use 3 fingers…si si dou 1 finger to key…last time when audition still in old version I still manage to key 150bmp for level 10 now key 140bmp level 10 also got problem lor. I still prefer old version audition…not so lag…nice to key because the bar big big one…now all small can’t even see properly…WTH sia…complain to audition a lot of time…they give me quite lame answer…ask me to change 800 x 600 pixel…I told them already in 800 x 600 pixel also small…you know what they answer…super lame…we can’t help = =…shit sia…WTH…

Audition’s bar cannot change back…I keep stuck at level 27 license…bar too small to see the perfect line…now can pass liao…a bit of en xin > <…I stop licensing got 2 weeks+…now pass liao…quite happy ^ ^…but I hope level 28 don’t so fast get because I sure cannot pass…my chain still cannot get back well…hope to see the perfect line again…if not sure will get stuck again in license…haiz…T-T

That Liu harassing me again…yesterday pm me ask me for patch and said he still got feeling for me = =…of course lar...your audition GF break you…you can’t find couple jiu lai find me…you really a despo guy I ever seem…no couple you will die meh? I never couple anyone for half a year I also like that…still can play…you cannot de meh? I wonder why need to find couple then ask he/her for real-life? Like that very song ar? If I will you I won’t die without a couple I still can play whatever I want. That day find Kor in CLUB dance although I know you also in this room but I find Kor I never find you just said ‘hi’ to you only…you li mao de ren will greet…you start to say all rubbish…are you gentleman enough? You said you never ask for return then previous leh? Keep pm, msn and sms…ya I never reply you…so… You really very kong bu…never seem such a guy kong bu then you…that time you sms me your back account number I really tio shock…speechless… I say only once…I mai patch with you…don’t keep asking me for patch…I got couple or not…not your business…you are my nightmare…with you I rather go die…if I want couple and that person confirm NOT you…couple you is my mistake…I shouldn’t couple you because of Jacq…she ask me help her…sha gua dao jump on the trap…next time if got people ask me to couple I won’t so stupid…hai dao zi ji…re le yi shen ma fan…Y-Y

Just now I saw something interesting…hoho > <…yay!!~ Liu fined a couple liao…he won’t come and fan me…yay!!~ But I hope this new couple doesn’t get hurt from him…GOD bless her…a-men!!~ > /// <

Same as usual audition very lag…can lag dao bu neng wan sia….kinda of sian…skill drop until very speechless…now a day with Xue earn DENs…really hao nan earn…keep lose and win…like never earn like that…bu shi wo DC or Xue…DC until sian diao… don’t know when can earn enough DENs buy clothing for this coming Christmas…plan to buy a lot acash then some using DENs to mix and match…hehe > <…just hope this coming Christmas audition got discount…like that can buy a lot but not so many lar…can broke > /// <…

Now a day play audition really very sian…give MINT de people mock me NOOB…haiz…fan zheng ye bu hui same as them become pro…

SIAN SIA!!~

Hong Kong audition cannot play due to connection problem…HS5 go there ye mei yi shi…I think I almost quit half a year…boss also got sms me how I am…how come never online play HS5…I don’t dare to tell him I quit HS5 liao but sometime still got go in play awhile then see see awhile…James same as usual still play HS5...that time I go in see I find that Yuki break with James liao…that time they married in HS5 I bo go because I don’t know if know sure will go…how come they break then I really don’t know…also bo find them chat…I also hardly chat with Yuki liao…don’t know how is she doing…hope she is fine…

Later audition wanna upgrade new patch from 10am to 4pm…kinda of happy because the sales is coming…hoho…can buy new clothing liao…yay!!~

This is the few things they upgrade…

- New Mode: Crazy FreeStyle!
- New Mode: Beat Rush Random!
- NEW Motions!
- Christmas, The Season of Giving Sale!
- New FAM Items/House!
- 100+ Avatars
- Beat-Up Battle Party & Union Battle Party Initialization Card Release!

I wonder what the new mode will be…nice to play? My skill getting worst…game getting lag and lag…all can’t play…haiz…kinda of sian diao…even 130bmp level 10 to CFM can’t key…NOOB is a noob sia…hope not so fast level…

SOB~

Stop here!!~

My mood suddenly all gone…

Go sleep better… T-T

AUDITION FREAK!

2008-11-15T00:22:00.001+08:00

I start to create my 2nd blog…yay!!~

Everyone keeps asking me, ‘Do I have blog?’ Yupz, I have but my 1st blog is my diary so I can’t show anyone so I created a new blog. Feel free to tag…=D

Just started a new blog…lols…don’t know what to write about?

Hmmm…

Haha…

Still don’t know…> <

Hmmm…

I think everyone have read my profile…start to say I am an emo person. Yupz, I am…another than emo…I am also a game freak…since I start on my game already 13 months and 14 days. My 1st online game not AuditionSea is USA Audition (Level 5 only) but due of the connection I couldn’t play so I quit and jump to AuditionSea so this is where I start my life as a gamer > <… From the past 1 year in AuditionSea I meet a lot of friends…this is where I start to learn talking crap. Last time I don’t talk much…very quiet and very emo…think that life is so meaningless…I have very few friends in real-life but I have a lot of so called ‘NET-friends’ because I used to chat a lot in the net. I don’t meet any of my net-friends unless is those I can trust. Until now I meet up less than 10 included AuditionSea’s friends.

I remember my 1st AuditionSea’s friend is XinYue a.k.a -GoT-LaOpO, next is YueYi a.k.a ~MUSH, follow by XinYun a.k.a -MiNt-Cloud. From Cloud I know Jorge (dj_george). He is a friendly guy I know in oversea but I forget where he lived…haha…I got STM so I can’t remember a lot of thing. Although he had quit audition until now I still got contact him in MSN…quite sad to hear that because last time we used to play CLUB Dance a lot…got a bit crush on him but too bad he had a very nice GF…a very beautiful lady > <…after Jorge quit his audition and in another hand I also play with MUSH a lot…a very cute girl…she very straightforward and yet I got a bit of scare of her…she given me a kind of different feeling same as Cloud…what I can describe is they are my right and left hands without them feel kinda of weird…they given me a very strange feeling…can’t describe the feeling…some kind of different…maybe pervious life I met them before? Who know?

I remember got one time MUSH angry me because I left her out…I try to explain to her but she still angry with me…making Cloud also one head become two head big but luckily MUSH forgive me ^^… Although now hardly contact MUSH…but truly speaking I still miss you a lot…hope you also miss me =D…

On and on I know -AWE-EaGl3 (Cloud’s ex audition’s husband), newcush88 (my 1st audition’s couple (2 weeks of couple)), xiiaoXue (hmmm…my les partner in audition > < (later ICE kill me…lols…)), CHARMZ (a very cute girl…I also like her a lot XD…), ParTyBoY (Xue’s ex audition couple), HamSupLaw (my 2nd audition’s couple (4 months of couple)), xiiaoIce (Xue’s now audition’s husband), LP2171 (my audition’s kor), yumii_ (Xue’s audition’s Jie), (forget the name), (forget the name), mic_star, CrossYuki, vvXrinoaXvv (ex audition’s les partner), XiangsterX (ex audition/MSN’s Bee), inject (my 3rd audition’s couple (1 day of couple)), FreedOfChaos (audition’s Bao Bei), xxYukiKoxx (half of my audition’s Jie (I think so)), --TipSy--, Nitro (ex audition’s husband (5 days of couple + 14 days of married), --MOB~Princ3 (BluRRs’s audition grandson), --MOB~BluRRs (Liu’s ex audition wife and Prince’s de Ah-Ma), --MOB~ShaBii (BluRRs’s real-life buddy), -ROT-xIchii (new friend), gr00veDJ (new friend)…

A lot of peoples is quitting…kinda of sian…Xue and Ice also like wanna quit…without them I will damn bore…quit with them together? But I can’t bear to quit…I spent so much on audition asks me quit…heart pain T-T…play alone kinda of sian…those I know up above a lot is quitting…some even worst MIA…don’t know where they go? MIA very long…some half a year…some a few weeks…haiz… T-T

SIAN LAR!!~

Those past 1 year without them…I think my life still emo-ing a lot…they give me joy and fun…I still miss last year December when Xue still with Party…from them I learn a lot of talking crap skill…we also got funny nick…Xue is KP queen…me always keep DC end up called DC queen…haha…the way they talking is damn fun…then I know my 2nd couple HamSupLaw a very nice and caring guy from Party because they are housemates… We called HamSupLaw, Long Kor…his real name called Wen Long…He like peoples call him Kor (bro) so we called him Long Kor but I am his couple so I just called him ‘dear’ > <…quite enjoying playing with them until March their house got burglary and they stop online…after that Xue break off with Party due of some reason then she patch back with Ice (Xue de last time audition couple). Ice also a very cool guy but he quite hot temper…play game very seriously…he help me and Xue a lot in UBP and BUBP…earning a lot of DENs…thanks Ice ^^…but sometime me and Xue very KP we talk a lot in game always kena tio scolded by Ice…hehe > <…I also don’t know why Ice and Xue always locked in the room quarrel but Xue told me she like to quarrel with Ice = =…weird taste…haha…after that I also breaking off with my Long Kor due of my personal reason…quite sad when I press the break button…lols…from all guys I couple so far he the one that treat me very good…from him I also learn a lot…learn in chancing because he always miss a lot in couple dance…this is where I learn up my chance 3 and also I learn BeatUp (BU) from him…

After my RL breaking me…everything change…those mode that I use to hate a lot…I start to play very pervert-ly…I started train my fast songs within 2 months I know how to play BeatUp (BU), 8k using with my lappy and PC…even DB4 I always can’t key level 10 to CFM…right now I can do it…I learning the faster of keying although not very smooth but at least I still manage to key…chance 6 I also can right now…all my anger I put in into gaming…like fucking him up…I hate him more than I hate myself…after this incident I also got into trouble in audition. I know a friend from audition because of her my life start to change a bit although I never blame her for asking me to couple Nitro (liu_87). He really gives me one head into three heads big. I find him so scary…ever know such a despo guy…drag everything to RL…worst than the JERK. 19 days of coupling and married him is my worst of all…luckily now he breaking me because he said this is what I want…its true this is what I want but you make me so funny…you break me because you’re a man…haha…if you never break me is I break you so you’re an Ah Gua lor…haha…joking…haha XD…

I find that you really not a gentleman…very childish…always mistaken on what peoples tell you…learn to grow up can? Already an adult still cannot behave well. Don’t make peoples think you’re a fool. And also those gifts you send me already given me now you asking it back for money…are you gentleman enough? I also gifted you and I also never ask you back and you asking me to return you. When I see the SMS I really very shocking o O…speechless…

From last year to now a lot things keep happen…some is joy and some are not but I quite enjoy being with you guys…even tio scolded by audition stranger quite sian lar because I’m a noob but level high doesn’t mean pro. If I can play with 3 fingers everything will be different from now, right? Impossible for that…haha XD…manage to play with 2 fingers already not so bad as long as don’t get stuck on the licenses I will be very happy XD…

If everyone is quitting I think I also won’t play anymore…is sian to play alone…without you all play alone is meaningless…as long as you all still there XxTwinkerBellxX will be there as well…^^

AUDITIONSEA ROX!!~ > <

Then my 1st blog until now I still haven’t change template and post up the post…typing half-way round XD…type until too emo end up always stop half-way and run to do homework…haha…> <

Stop here!

Don’t know what to type about…XD